With my old approach, I am losing the vision of a path to solve the tasks of life. The only path to continue seems to be getting whittled down to care taking. This is a tough change. Corralling the help of others has never been an enjoyable task of mine, nor is it something that I am good at. I would so much rather just do it. That is the old way that I can’t seem to let go of. It has been made clear to me lately, just how much I think with my hands and feet. It’s hard to problem solve by staring at something. Mary is an awesome wife and teammate. Sometimes, I personally worry that I will wear her out.